The Mind Has a Mind of Its Own

Lauren I had a dream that you were dead I didn't go to your funeral I had a dream that you were dead And everything that you'd ever said Was no longer in my head But you were still there when I woke up As if my luck wasn't bad enough The world is already sad enough And I know you, sadly I once loved you madly I burnt your picture in the fire Wising you were just a myth Everything's more important than you You were impossible to deal with I had a dream that you were dead I didn't go to your funeral I had a dream that you were dead Why are you dead only in my head? Forest of Guilt / Apologies Are Worthless In the forest of guilt All the flowers wilt There's poison in the milk Grass once soft as silk Now cuts my feet to shreds Flies buzz around my head I walk through filth A tortured past haunts me I doubt anyone wants me There's nothing I can say To make this go away If kindness is my virtue Then why the hell did I hurt you? Apologies are worthless They only set you up for another fall There's no use in apologizing to you You won't believe it at all I miss your kiss I see your face inside my head I taste the tears that you have shed I hope that what I put you through Doesn't make you wish that you were dead I stole your innocence against your will The hole I left behind is too deep to fill