Freedom Within My Soul

About the Book

I was so sad. How often in one single day had I wished to die of shame? Unfortunately, it seemed that my wish to live was stronger. What to do? Where to go? Whom do I tell? I was all numb, my only vision of life was when I looked in a mirror, and still at that, I had no knowledge of who this person was looking back at me. I was and from all the pain I was being fed; It wasn’t for me to alleviate his “sexual needs”. Unfortunately, my mother, took it upon herself to simply close her eyes on a situation that could of before it actually .

So young, so innocent, I did not fully understand this big mystery that was unfolding around me. This love I was searching with these new parents, I never once felt it, and yet “I THOUGHT” I deserved it.

About the Author

My name is Christiane Marie Yvonne Quenneville, 54 years old, an incest, rape, and severe mental cruelty survivor. Brought to the orphanage in 1957 in Aylmer Quebec, at the young age of four years old, the hopes and dreams of being adopted by these new parents were very high. I was very disappointed by life, rejected by my new family. I eventually had to search deep inside my soul to like and accept the person I was. The mental and physical efforts I had to do to rebuild a Ì¢*Ònew lifeÌ¢** and believe me, it sure wasnÌ¢*‰ã¢t easy. Today my children keep me going, and now my new little granddaughter of seventeen months, brings me more joy and happiness than Ì¢*ÒI COULD OF IMAGINEDÌ¢**. LOVE YOU MON PETIT TRÌĉ*¡SOR DÌ¢*‰ã¢AMOUR, MY Sweetie xoxoxoxoxo - Mamie