Life as I See It...
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Divinity
A lost, and confused soul was I… Living a life of hell I just wanted to die… I prayed for him to disappear, and leave me alone… Was always scared, and stiff as a lifeless stone… With no where to run, and no where to hide… Took physical, and emotional punishment, and consistently cried… Desperately I pleaded, “No more suffering, no more pain!”… “I have life ahead of me, yet to gain!”… Suddenly my prayer was answered, and my spirit was lifted… That horrid dark part of my life has finally drifted… Met a wonderful man who is funny, yet very wise… A man so sweet, and comforting, brought my morale to a rise… Packed my bags, never looked back, and finally moved on… Thank God that chapter of my life is over and totally gone… From that point on, time has passed, and all is divine… He asked for my hand in marriage and he’s mine all mine… I’m in blissful peace; live happily ever after with my hero… Because he gave me strength, and courage to drop that zero!
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About the Book
This book of poems is based on my own real personal life experiences as well as others. I focus on what I feel at the time, what I have experienced, or what someone else has experienced. I write on subject matters that relates to abuse, cheating, everyday life struggles, and what can be done to take charge of that moment. All of my poems have meaning and messages to help others visualize a situation that may have had an effect on their lives with possible resolution. My poems are intended to inspire and motivate others as I have been inspired to write them. My voice speaks out loud to represent those who are fearful to speak for themselves. If I can reach out and touch somebody and make a difference in their life, then I feel that my work was worth sharing. My inspiration and motivation comes from my loving husband who came to my rescue at a time when all was dark and empty in my life, and my children who gave me reasons to want to live. The fact that I was in a dangerous situation also put my children’s lives at risk and gave me the strength and courage to take control of my life. I write poems as a medicinal tool to help heal my wounds internally and emotionally. It allows me to tell a story and controls my mental state of mind by putting it at ease and peace. These crucial changes allowed me to have the peace of mind that I have today. I have some good memories which I will always embrace and treasure, but had more bad than good that will never be forgotten.
About the Author
She had a life so full of anger, depression, fear, hate, remorse, and all negative words you can possibly find to describe the pain she endured until she finally took control. Enough was enough and she took back what was taken from her for most of her life; her dignity and freedom. Silenced for so many years to give respect and not have it reciprocated in return and then to be taken advantage of was more than she can stand. Deprived of a normal life, she finally came out of her shell and voiced it out on paper to share with all in poetic format. The barriers of silence have been surrendered.